AKING MUNTING PASKO

Aking Munting Pasko

Nalalapit nanaman ang pasko,
Ang pasko kung saan ika'y malayo.

Tuwing sasapit ang pasko,
Ang nais ko'y makasama mo.

Ang munti mong ngiti,
Ang mapupula mong labi,
Ay ang aking minimithi.

Sana may pasko sa aking buhay,
na ika'y aking kaakbay.

Sana dumating ang pasko na ang iyong mga kamay
Ay nakakapit sa mga puwang ng aking mga kamay.

Nais kong maramdaman ang iyong yakap
Sa malamig na paskong lahat ay may ka-akap.

Sana dumating ang araw na ika'y magpapasko
At nagdiriwang kasama ko.

Mahal kita at ako'y maghhintay sa paskong aking pangarap
Hanggang sa panahong ang diyos ay nasa aking harap.

Aking munting pasko, sana'y dumating ka na......

by: Alfred John B. Lajom

My Mental Block

M.E.N.T.A.L   B.L.O.C.K

by: Alfred John B. Lajom

I'm like a lightning, not knowing which where to strike

I'm like a glass bottle without anything inside

hellacious hollow horrid

I'm like a sinking ship in the Pacific striving for land

I'm the greatest Captain without a crew

sardonic sloppy submissive

I'm like an Afghan Hound, hiding in an astonishing body

I'm like a blazing fire that burns all in range

clueless confused curious

I'm like a fallen angel, dumped by the skies

I'm like a raging bull, ready to lead a macho

dumb damaged damned

I'm a wizard throwing winds of magic

I'm one with two halves

odd opaque obsolete

I'm a speedster, stopped by an enormous block

A block that cannot be pushed by my mortality

A block that surrounds my entire entity

I'm not functioning, baffled, stuck

This is my

 MENTAL BLOCK

-Alfred John B. Lajom

i love you with all my heart

I may not be the best man you've met,

I may not be an angel like,

I may be hard-headed,

I may be far away,

But I assure you,

that I love you with all my heart and

I promise that when we are together again,

When you are within my reach,

When you are here in my arms,

When my lips touches yours

When my hands are holding yours

When my eyes are looking straight to yours

When I see your smile,

Nevermore shall you be lonely

Nevermore shall you be sad

Nevermore shall you be alone

Nevermore shall we be apart

for this i promise you my heart.

I love you with all my heart.

-Alfred John B. Lajom

"I love you (my future wife)"

"I love you (my future wife)"

by: Alfred John Lajom

You are my source of life

and I want you to be my wife.

You give me endless love

that surrounds me freely like a dove.

You are my teacher who corrects my mistakes,

you are my clock who is always there when I wake,

you are my doctor who gives care for me

but you always charge me for free.

I love you with all my heart.

Our love is like an art

that we both take part.

You are the one who showed me the light

and saved me from my fright.

I'm sorry for the cracked walls,

but I will make our walls into halls.

So please forgive me,

I swear to make this cracks flee.

I love you with all my heart.

I will build new chart

to present a better future to you.

I will assure you

that you will get the best,

to rip the cracks on your chest.

I will make my arms your vest,

to protect you with my very best.

I love you Vanessa.

I will open the umbrella,

to protect your heart

and will never hurt it again.

No tears shall be shed,

No sadness shall be lend,

because I will spend

the rest of my life,

loving you my future wife.

-Alfred John B. Lajom

Internet line connection and love

I am one of many who has longdistance relationships, It is really difficult to be far from the one you love. Difficult in thimes that I want to hug her, in times thaT i want to kiss her or even just to hold her soft small hands. Eventhough it is very difficult for us we always find ways to connect and hang in our relationship. We use internet to connect with each other and every night (everyday in her case) we chat and use video call so that we can talk and see each other. I have faith in my capability to love her even if we have a long distance relationship. I find her perfect for me, she's kind, caring, understanding, and loving person. All the good things i can think of is with her, she might not seem perfect to the eyes of anyone because of the saying that ''no one is perfect'' but for me she'snall perfect. I am very lucky to find such person who takes care of me even we have long distance relationship, and the most important is that I know that she is honest and loyal. That is the most important part because if you know that she is honest and loyal then you can trust her fully! Trust is one of the most important part of a relationship.

Last week is the start of stepping half of my foot in a cliff. I lost internet and my family was complaining everyday to the connection of our internet. Since then, I can feel how much i really miss her, sometimes I hug my pillow so tight wishing that it was her I'm hugging. Its been a week without internet and not seeing her but for me its like eternity. My mom paid for an expensive 3g in the Ipad so i can chat with her, that is a good thing but no cam :(..

Right now its our monthsary and I cant even see her. Even if we are in this situation our love for each other never fades away. I love her no matter what happen. I do not believe in the saying that anything that is ''too much'' is bad. I believe if you can give more than 100% of love to your love one then why not?

I dedicate this article to her for our monthsary, I love you no matter how many miles you are away from me. My love for you will never change!

-Alfred John B. Lajom

Me & You

When there is "salt" there is "pepper",

When there is "cereal" there is "milk",

When there is "day" there is "night",

When there is ME there is YOU. ♥ 

-Alfred John B. Lajom

gravity vs love - AE

Gravitation 
is not responsible 
for people falling in love.  


~Albert Einstein

hunger for love -MT

The hunger for love
 is much more difficult
 to remove than 
the hunger for bread.  


~Mother Teresa

Love quote from boardofwisdom.com

When I met you...
my heart skipped a beat
the sun became the moon
& cold turned into heat
Roses weren't red...
violets weren't blue...
all because I fell in love with you :) 

ang tunay na pagmamahal. by : MrPrincessLola - (youtube user)

This is from the words of "MrPrincessLola" youtube user
hindi ka iiwan ng tao kahit sa ano pang dahilan kung totoo na mahal ka... bakit? sa lahat ng relasyon... lagi may kasamang problema, sakit, hinagpis, at kapintasan, kakulangan at laging may mas hihigit sa taong kasama natin o karelasyon... its either mas guapo o maganda, mas mabait, mas sexy, mas malambing at marami pang iba!!! ang punto kung mahal mo ang isang tao babalewalain mo lahat ng kakulangan at mga problema na kakaharapin ninyo ay mananatili ka sa taong mahal mo at di mo siya iiwan!!!

Our deepest fear - from coach carter movie

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine as children do.

It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.

And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

- from coach carter

He Enlightens me - Vanessa D.

HE ENLIGHTENS ME..

People are diverse, they differ in many aspects of life. They have their own perspective, own outlook and own ways of learning things. On my personal experience most people I’ve met tend to have the same perspective as I do. The same likes, dislikes and everything. For that moment in time I was pretty sure that I knew and understood almost anything; that I could go on and face the journey of life. Until He came along. Yes, we became friends but I wasn’t sure if we could ever get to the point wherein we’d be very close to each other but we did. He taught me everything, and the things I know was not even half of the real things he knows. At such age he had trained himself to be wise, competent and independent.

            I admire him for he is solid as a rock and brave as a storm. He remains strong despite of the unfortunate events he encountered in his life. One of those was seeing his parents struggle through their marriage and ended up divorcing each other. It’s very hard for a child to experience such sad matter. Even so, he showed to everyone that life must go on.

            He is the person I turn to when I need advice. He encourages me and gives me strength to do something. He became my inspiration and reason to live life to its fullest. As to that person who made me strong; who loved me and made me feel I could go beyond what is foreseen. He is not only my friend; he is my bestfriend, my happiness, my life, my lover.

-Vanessa Marie Delfin

Street Magic of love

Hay nako ahahah nung pumasok aq sa APC ayaw na ayaw ko ng ulan... i mean ayaw kong nababasa ng ulan... tae eee etong girlfriend ko na dati nung magbestfriend kami eh napakagaling.. ang hilig magpabasa ampz,., kaya sa lagi kaming magkasama at tagulan pa nun natutuo aq tloi magpabasa sa ulan... ahahaha..

isang beses nga napakalakas ng ulan tas halos baha na ung mga daan, e etong c choi nag tsinelas pa ,,, ang kanyang havianas na 50 pesos ahahhaa and to think naghati kami sa iisang payong na maliit.. :)) tas nung malapit na kami sa southgate, patawid na kami, ung tubig umaagos ahahah syempre c loka naka tsinelas aun inagos nag bonggang bongga tas nagkalito lito kami kung san ppunta ee aq nakahawak sa payong.. tas nagpanic kami ahhaha tas ung tsinelas na 50pesos ayun nakalutang inaagos.. ganda ng view ahahaha tas hinabol ko ung tsinelas aun nung nakuha ko c choi nakalimutan ko naghati nga pla kami sa iisang payong ayun nandun sya sa isang gilid sa tabi ng poste ginaw na ginaw at basang basa :)) hahahahahahahhaa ang cute nya nun tas iisa lng ung suot nya na tsinelas muka syang beggar ahahaha :) peace.. tas aun piunayungan ko sya tas pmasok kami sa alphaland.

sa Alphaland na nakaaircon ee kaming dalawa ay basang basa lalo c choi.. ahahaha tas pagkalamig lamig sa loob ampz tas nagpahinga kami tas nagpunas buti nlng tlga may towel aq na dala.. :)) heheh cret lng to ah kc ung towel na un ee pang ligo ko tas nlalagay ko lng sa locker tas pinang punas pa nya sa mukha nya ahahahahahhaa :)) ahahahahahah:)) peace... pero useful dn naman kahit matagal nang gamit ung towel na pinang punas nya sa mukha nya kc kung wala yun nako basang basa kami nyan sa mrt..

ako naman syempre mamatay matay sa kakatawa ahahhahaha :)) ahahahaha:) naaalala ko tlga nding nde ko mallimutan un ahahahahahahahha chege pag may naicp aq na ilagay d2 sa blog magppost aq hehehe :))

-Alfred John B. Lajom

Crazy Love :)

Ito ang maikling istorya ng aking lablife hehe... pero konti lng ang isshare ko secret na ung iba :P 

Hmmmm nang pumasok aq ng college, sa Asia Pacific College, kagagaling ko lng sa breakup isang matinding breakup. napakalungkot ang aking lablyp nun pero nang makilala ko c vanessa delfin ay nagbago ang lahat.. dati pag may nagustuhan aq gf na agad kahit na nde ko pa masyadong kilala pero napatunayan ko nang nde maayus ang kahihinatnan ng relasyon kung ganun lng lage magssimula dahil kapag may nakita na nde maganda sa bawat isa break agad.. so ngyun syempre special na babae si vanessa, nde sya katulad ng ibang babae na nakikilala at dinedate ko na "bad girl".. c vanessa ay mahinhin na makulit in short "gudgirl" at nde pa cya nagkakaboyfriend kahit minsan.

Naging close kaming dalawa at naging magbestfriend kami. sobrang close namin at kung tawagin namin ang isat isa ay "special friend". hnggang sa nainlove kami sa isat isa at naging kami na nung jan 8 2010. napaka saya ko nun lalo dahil kilala ko na ang pagkatao nya at ibang iba sya sa lahat ng mga naging kasintahan ko.

Masaya kami hnggang ngayon. dati rati, ang mga nagging gf ko nde tmatagal ng 1wik o 7 days na nde kami nagaaway. pero c vanessa ay iba, malapit na kaming mag 2 months pero wla parin kaming pinagaawayan. sabi nga ng mama ko gnyan tlga kc nagsimula kayo sa magbestfriend at yung tulad daw namin ang mga nagkakatuluyan ayun hehehe.

So ayan sabi ko nga sa itaas maikling istorya lng kaso mukang mjo napahaba ng konte pero ayus lng un hehehe :P :P akin naman to at blogg ko to wlang pakeelamanan... nga pla ang tawag ko sa aking minamahal na c vanessa ay baby choi choi :P

Cge.. sa ssunod nlng ulit..

-Alfred John B. Lajom